This is very cool information for those men that want to move on with their new girlfriend if I could say so. aha. I've experienced this before, in fact it happened to me yesterday. So, where should I start??
20 April 2010, 9pm: He organized a birthday party for me. It's my 23rd birthday on 21 April! Yeay! Yeay! We did the party in Bugis Street, Ampang and I was genuinely happy and excited since there were about 20 people who came. I was really glad that at least after we got ourselves employed, my friends still managed to come to celebrate my bithday. Eat2, photo2, pay the bills, & everybody went back. There were only the two of us left. Me & him.
21 April 2010, 12am: We went to a park nearby his house. I was thinking.. he wanted to have privacy with me, and to present me with surprises which he used to do. We sat there. And the talking starts. Sharp at 12am 21 April 2010, he asked me to be his friend. According to him he don't see our future of getting married and living together just because of the marriage policy that both of us bonded with. WTH! I was confused, I felt nothing, I was hurt, I felt like there's a knife cutting my heart into two. I begged him to take his words, his decision back. We can talk things through. I definitely will sacrifice my job for him. He won't listen. I cried. Cried hard. Why did he choose to say this on my birthday? Didn't he think it over? He killed me on the day I was born. Yes he did. I will definitely won't be able to celebrate my birthday in coming years. Arrrghh!!! When I asked him. Don't you feel sad? Why don't you cry? He said..he's been thinking about this about 2 months ago. I trusted what he said. He drove me back to my house. I can't sleep the whole night. At first I was hopeless. But when I think back..deep.. I felt that I wanna make things right. I can fix this!
21 April 2010, 8am: Thank God I was on Annual Leave on 21 & 22 April. I was very worried. My love story is at stake! I can't stay put. I must do something. I called his mum. Asked her permission to come to his house and talk things over. Maybe I can get something from his mom. I must back track what had been in his mind for the past two months. Maybe I could get some hints from his mom. That was very positive of me! We talked. For about 2 hours. At least I learn something.
21 April 2010, 2pm: How can I make him happy? That was the only thing that I think for the whole day. Maybe these 5 years I take too much from him but not giving him enough. You know in relationship, we must have this 'give and take' mechanism. Aha. Then the idea comes. Why don't I start by buying him things? Gonna get him a new pouch bag since his pouch bag koyak already. I'll buy a 'Love You' card so that I could write down about my feelings towards him. It's my birthday, I get nothing from him but instead I wanted to give him a present. I'll put this on his car. He always park his car at LRT station.
21 April 2010, 5pm: Where is his car? I cannot find it! It's okay. I just pulled over to the side and waited there. Suddenly I saw his car. Quite fast heading not towards his house, where did he wanna go ya? I just followed him from behind. At one of the traffic light, I pulled at the side and my car was exactly beside his. I was shocked to death seeing there's a lady beside him. A free hair lady. Then it all strikes me. That answers everything. Everything. Funny me. Funny situation.
21 April 2010, 8pm: We talked. We had dinner together. I asked him for a second chance. He said he cannot stand my perangai. It's okay. I am willing to change..for him. He won't listen. He was firm on staying to be friends with me. Okay2. I'll try to be his friend first. Maybe I'll show him that I can change. We talked, just like friends. He said he and that lady are just friends. He convinced me that. The most sad things here is I believed every single thing he said. Because he is the most sincere, truthful man I've ever met.
22 April 2010, 6.30am: Called him. Begged him to take Annual Leave today. I wanted to take him to Port Dickson. Maybe he can have a clear mind there. We both will feel calm. We can always talk things over there. Having the positive mindset again.Hmm.. He agreed. I went to his house and fetched him. We spent for about 3 hours there. But nothing much achieved. He was really firm with his decision. I felt hopeless and believe that there's nothing much I could do. So, I started to text all of my friends saying that I'm once again single!. But I didn't say we break up. Never did I say that word- b.r.e.a.k.u.p.
6 May 2010, 9pm: 6 May is our anniversary. I was thinking probably this is just his act. He wanted to make this anniversary more bermakna and we'll remember this forever! I fantasized too much. I came to the park where he dumped me on my birthday. Waited there.. 9pm, 10pm, 11pm. He didn't show up. I don't know how much tears I've wasted for him, for that night. I was hopeless. At 11pm I gave up and drove back home.
8 May 2010, 3.30pm: He sms me that morning. And I felt like normal. I called him and we talked. Getting to talk with him again like we used to do. I felt happy. Then I asked him to follow me to do some shopping. He said he's not ready to see me yet. Hmm.. Set aside his unreadiness to see me, I felt energized and put on my positive mindset hat. Okay. Whatever it is, I will definitely wait for him at the park where he dumped me that night. Waited there 3.30pm, 4.30pm, 5.30pm, 6.30pm. He didn't show up pun. I was very very very upset and cried so much during that 3 hours. At 6.30pm I had to take my own decision. He had given me this unbearable pain. I have to decide. If not, I keep waiting him like crazy every day. So, I sms him. With this, I officially letting you go. I promised you I will not sms, nor call you anymore. I will not see you again. Don't worry. I promised you these. He replied. Funny. He replied "Drive elok2 jam ni..". He made it like there were no serious decision I made two seconds ago. I drove back. Tears running down my cheek. God knows how hurt I was.
16 May 2010, 8am: He sms me. He said he wanna see me. We have to talk things over. We have to make decision. I consulted with my friends. They said it was Sunday. If the decision we both made don't benefit me, I will be crazy and I will not be able to go to work tomorrow morning. There was no ample time for me to recover from the sadness. Following my friends' advice, I replied him, "I am not ready. And there's no enough time".
28 May 2010, 12pm: I unblocked him from gtalk. His status message changed to "Saya nampak die online". Then I changed my status to "Awak nampak siapa online?". Then we chat. I asked to meet him today. To talk things over. He said okay. It's gonna be tonight. I had dinner at Wangsa Walk that night with my friends. I asked him to come over and fetch me at Wangsa Walk. He came. First time I saw him for how many weeks. He didn't see me at first. He called. I picked up. We talked while I quietly approached him and slipped my hands on his. I really missed holding his hands. It has been a while since I get to touch him. He smiled. We headed towards one of the shop to get some drinks. We sat down and the talking started. Since you have triggered the idea of breaking up with me, he accused me that. You told the whole world that you are now single. So now I want to make it official. I mean, our break up. My heart sank. While talking, his phone rang. Quite a few times. But then he didn't pick up. I took his phone and I saw who's calling. There was zZz and the picture of him together with the girl. I asked, how serious are you both now? He said, they were just friends. That's all. We stayed at the kopitiam until it closed. We continued our talking in his car. He became more and more difficult and harsh. He asked me to let him go. I asked him, please help me, please make me hate you. Then here goes the answer from him. "I've declared my love with that girl. We are couple now since 16 May 2010". WTH! WTF! I can't stand the pain. The pain in my chest. I wanna run. But where to? I cried. I cried so much and I started to accuse him for everything. I said he's really into that girl from the very start. The marriage policy that he mentioned at first when he asked me to be his friend was just a reason for him to be with that betina sundal. It's clear now. He said, he don't know how busuk his name's gonna be tomorrow since I now know his status with that betina. Now only I can read his perfect plan to dump me without having his good name scratched. He is using this to point it all back to me. It's funny but quite a perfect plan by having these 2 phases.
Phase 1: Asked me to be his friend on my birthday. He knows my nature. He knows that I will overreact. When I overreact, I will definitely make things worse. Plus, that is my talent. To make things worse. When things get worse and it is all because of me, this is the perfect chance for making reason to go to phase two.
Phase 2 : He asked for an official break up from me. He stated that he was not at fault. He was asking for being friends with me not break up! I'm the one who overreacted and make things worse. I'm the one who texted everybody and said that I am now single. According to him every decisions he made is all because of me. I'm the one who initiated every thing. There's the pointing finger. Yeah! Point the fingers at me. Blame it on me! God knows those were all your reasons. Org bodoh and buta pun boleh analyze la your hidden agenda tu. Jumping from one reason to another reason. As penamat, he grabbed my hand very tight. It was painful. I cried. Because of the pain on my hand. These words that I won't be able to forget, he yelled at me,
"Berambus ko!Aku ckp ngn ko, ko x faham2.Aku nak balek.Aku mls nk ckp ngn pompuan mcm ni"
I will remember this jantan sial. Selagi hayat dikandung badan, I will hold grudges towards you.
Selamat pengantin baru & semoga berbahagia lah jantan sial and betina sundal.
His reasons.....
Reason 1: Marriage Policy -> Reason 2: Since I dah kecoh kate kt sume org we both dah break up
The memories.....
21 April: He dumped me
6 May: Our anniversary
16 May: His anniversary with betina sundal
For all ladies who have been dumped and treated badly by your previous men : I pray for you so that you'll get a better men in the future
For all men out there : You better watch out. Don't ever play with girls' heart, because what goes round comes around.
Love Story Full Stop.
Friday, May 28, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
I Will Forever Remember 27 Feb 2010 |Tips for People Who Just Join the Workforce|
--27 February 2010, QHSE Games Carnival, QHSE Appreciation Dinner--
Mission Impossible:
1.Wello News
2. Assistant Head of QHSE Games Carnival
3. Marshall for Game: Perah Keju
4. Pendant Making Team
5. Emcee for QHSE Appreciation Dinner
Akan ku ingat smpai bile2 tanggal 27 February 2010 ini..
I was in INSTEP from 21 until 25 February 2010. It was my fault also back then. I was not ready with the preparation of QHSE Games Carnival, but still I need to settle my work in INSTEP. And it was my fault also for being very nice to all people and accept all responsibilities and work given to me. There were so many things in my plate. I shouldn't take it all in the first place. Haih..What to do~ Try to be visible as this is the platform where I can shine and enlarge my social network..Hahaha
25th Feb, 3pm: Started my journey from INSTEP, Batu Rakit, Kuala Terengganu to KL. Arrived at my house in Batang Kali, Selangor at 10pm.
26th Feb, 8am: Started my journey from Batang Kali, Selangor to Pandan Indah to hangout with my cyg. Nyet Nyet Nyet Nyet. Makan2, jalan2. Ops! 1pm daa.. I had to go. I told my bos I will be in the office at 2pm today~ Even though that day cuti Maulidur Rasul. Chet! Cuti2 pn kene keje.
26th Feb, 2pm: Wello News, Wello News, Wello News. Working like hell to complete my newsletter. "No matter how, I want this February issue to be distributed during QHSE Appreciation Dinner!" My bos said to me.. +_+.
26th Feb, 5pm: "Come2. Emcee Rehearsal!" I got a message from Dinner organizer to go to Dining Hall to have the rehearsal. Aiyak! My Wello News! Aiyak rehearsal plak! Ding Dong Ding Dong Ding Dong~ I ran to and fro from dining hall to office smpai 10times or lebih just to test my newsletter printing. In the meantime on and off for the rehearsal. I haven't finish up with my Wello News, another call from my friend came. "Come2 Pendant Making Team. We need to prepare this pendant for PERMATA's GM to give to INSTEP's GM during the dinner". Waddaheck!! Wello News not complete yet! My Emcee rehearsal is still goin on! Now comes Pendant Making Activity! Ya Allah~ Can I just split myself into 3 pieces right now??! Just to make things worse, we haven't come out with any agenda for QHSE Games Carnival that will be run tomorrow morning. AAAAaaa!!! I was very stressed. I cried. I cried alone in the office where nobody saw me. I was really stressed with all burden that I have. I'm sooo tired n hungry. But can't afford to have a single minute to eat and stuck in the office alone. I cried while doing and printing the agenda. I kept telling myself to be professional even when I cried. I can cry, but I cannot stop from doing my work. Be professional even when you are crying. Just being fair to myself. Layan my feelings at the moment and also deliver my responsiblity. Two in one. Very funny.
26 Feb, 11pm: Sat down with my bos. Both of us karang2 ayat lagi for my Wello News. Gosh! X abes2 lg this Wello News. Was working on Wello News until 1am...
27 Feb, 12am: Me and my housemate were already in the room. We got a room in PERMATA since we are the woking committee. Was ready to reward myself with a good nite sleep. My housemate's phone rang. She offered OUR room to one of our friend. He just got here in PERMATA and just realized there was no room for him. We felt pity for him. (But actually I pity myself more. I just have my lunch. N nothing more! Throughout the day. They've taken my meals. And now they wanted to take my sleep! Arrrgghhhh!) We got out from our room and rushed to my bos' house which is nsb baik lah she's living in staff quarters jer... Huu. I need to sleep.
27 Feb, 1am: "Hey! You haven't do your Emcee script. What are going to say on the stage tomorrow?". My housemate said to me. Aihhhh.. Do do do..the script with the help of my housemate, Kak Anis. +_+. Only manage to finish it by 3am in the morning. Thanks kakak~
27 Feb, 7am: Rushed to LFRMS to test print again my Wello News. Everything's ready now I think. Suddenly got some problem with the printer! waaaaa~~~ Let it be dlu. Print la mcm mane pon. I need to give one of this sample to Kak Dot to vet.
27 Feb, 8am: Rushed to Sports Complex to attend to QHSE Games Carnival. There was no preparation! I mean we have not prepared any balloons for game 'baling belon',in fact that game supposed to be the first one. And it was the game for management staff...Waaaaa~~! Think fast! Shera Think Fast!
Ting!~ Idea came! I told my Head to rescheduled the games according to which games that ready. I will be the runner to oversee which games ready to run. In the meantime there were people assigned to find the balloons. Haa...run here run there. My tummy hurts. Haven't take my breakfast yet. Oh my God. Just pray to Allah to lend me some strength.
27 Feb, 10am: Bancuh my keju in pails. Ingredients: Tepung jagung+pewarna+air. Was wondering why the keju x likat. Then my friend said. What tepung u use? Said tepung jagung. Then my theories came out suddenly. Shouldn't we use tepung pulut to do kuih koci, kuih buah melaka..kuih yg likat2 sume tu? hoho.. Without hesitation we rushed to nearest kedai runcit to buy 10 packets of tepung pulut. Head back to PERMATA.
27 Feb, 12pm: Perah Keju Game was okay la roughly. Then I hunt for Kak Dot to vet my Wello News. I was able to get her. But according to her, she couldn't concentrate that time. It was bising. People were playing NetBy (Netball rules but using Rugby ball). People were cheering. Both of us plak duduk tepi tgk kertas. hahaha. Funny. She was able to vet only half of my Wello News and insisted me not to put her name in the list of editor. Then I asked my colleague to vet it for me. Done!
27 Feb, 1pm: Got my lunch! Yeah at last! Alhamdullillah. Need to settle all printing. But wait a minute. There were some amendments and another colleague of mine wanted to vet it again. Okay, go ahead. Discussed with my emcee partner regarding our script. There were some amendments also. Okay la. I'll do it. I went to E-Learning room to make the changes to the softcopy then print it out.
27 Feb, 5pm: Finished Wello News vetting. Okay now print! Waaa!! Printer problem! Go to another building. Dpt la inkjet printer. So lembab! I count the time it takes to finish printing 120 copies of Wello News. 3 hours lebih! what! We don't have 3 hours. Thank God there was a very helpful technical assistant, En. Md Noor who was willing to help us hingga ke titisan terakhir. Huhu. He adjusted the laser printer yg ade prob td. Thank God. We were able to print 120 copies in 15 minutes. Hee
27 Feb, 7pm: Showed my bos the printed Wello News. "This is wrong!!!" WARGHHHHHH!! TENSION BETOL! There was a small part with outdated info. I termenung for a moment. The clock showed 7pm. The dinner will start at 8pm. I haven't iron my dress. I haven't take my bath yet. Busuk daa..My tummy hurts. Lapar. I was lucky to have a friend who was willing to help me during that time. Dee was the one who supported me. I was very weak when we went back to the office again to correct the small column and to print it on a sticker paper. My perut masuk angin. I was feeling dizzy. I couldn't do anything when we reached office. Thank God there was Dee to help me. She asked me to sit and relax. She did all the printing and she said she'll paste the printed sticker to all our Wello News. I felt terharu...Thanks Dee.. I really owe you a luxurious lunch or dinner just to repay you.
27 Feb, 7.30pm: I was hopeless, lemah longlai walked towards my room. I busuk! Not comfortable, I wasn't ready to be the emcee, was hungry, was pale..... When I entered the room I found out that my dress for the night was ready. My friend helped me to iron them. How I felt really grateful to this friend. There was still hope for me to get ready on time. Thank you so much Yani for helping me!! I really owe you, together with Dee. How grateful I was to have both of you helping me throughout the horrible day!
27 Feb, 8pm: I was ready for the dinner. Wello News?? Dee and Yani said leave the Wello News to them. They'll settle it for me. Thanks guys~ I was quite nervous to be the prize giving ceremony emcee for the night. There were hiccups here and there during the ceremony but still it was good since I had been handling so many things in one day. In the end I didn't feel anything. I felt nothing and I felt mcm patung bernyawa. I just can't handle the tiredness, the hunger for food that I felt for two days. I just felt nothing. HAHA.
There it goes. Two horrible days. I've learnt my lesson. I would not simply say yes after this when people ask me to do things. I will think deeply before I take certain responsibilities. And the definite thing is, I will remember the date: 27 February 2010 for as long as I live in this world.
Mission Impossible:
1.Wello News
2. Assistant Head of QHSE Games Carnival
3. Marshall for Game: Perah Keju
4. Pendant Making Team
5. Emcee for QHSE Appreciation Dinner
Akan ku ingat smpai bile2 tanggal 27 February 2010 ini..
I was in INSTEP from 21 until 25 February 2010. It was my fault also back then. I was not ready with the preparation of QHSE Games Carnival, but still I need to settle my work in INSTEP. And it was my fault also for being very nice to all people and accept all responsibilities and work given to me. There were so many things in my plate. I shouldn't take it all in the first place. Haih..What to do~ Try to be visible as this is the platform where I can shine and enlarge my social network..Hahaha
25th Feb, 3pm: Started my journey from INSTEP, Batu Rakit, Kuala Terengganu to KL. Arrived at my house in Batang Kali, Selangor at 10pm.
26th Feb, 8am: Started my journey from Batang Kali, Selangor to Pandan Indah to hangout with my cyg. Nyet Nyet Nyet Nyet. Makan2, jalan2. Ops! 1pm daa.. I had to go. I told my bos I will be in the office at 2pm today~ Even though that day cuti Maulidur Rasul. Chet! Cuti2 pn kene keje.
26th Feb, 2pm: Wello News, Wello News, Wello News. Working like hell to complete my newsletter. "No matter how, I want this February issue to be distributed during QHSE Appreciation Dinner!" My bos said to me.. +_+.
26th Feb, 5pm: "Come2. Emcee Rehearsal!" I got a message from Dinner organizer to go to Dining Hall to have the rehearsal. Aiyak! My Wello News! Aiyak rehearsal plak! Ding Dong Ding Dong Ding Dong~ I ran to and fro from dining hall to office smpai 10times or lebih just to test my newsletter printing. In the meantime on and off for the rehearsal. I haven't finish up with my Wello News, another call from my friend came. "Come2 Pendant Making Team. We need to prepare this pendant for PERMATA's GM to give to INSTEP's GM during the dinner". Waddaheck!! Wello News not complete yet! My Emcee rehearsal is still goin on! Now comes Pendant Making Activity! Ya Allah~ Can I just split myself into 3 pieces right now??! Just to make things worse, we haven't come out with any agenda for QHSE Games Carnival that will be run tomorrow morning. AAAAaaa!!! I was very stressed. I cried. I cried alone in the office where nobody saw me. I was really stressed with all burden that I have. I'm sooo tired n hungry. But can't afford to have a single minute to eat and stuck in the office alone. I cried while doing and printing the agenda. I kept telling myself to be professional even when I cried. I can cry, but I cannot stop from doing my work. Be professional even when you are crying. Just being fair to myself. Layan my feelings at the moment and also deliver my responsiblity. Two in one. Very funny.
26 Feb, 11pm: Sat down with my bos. Both of us karang2 ayat lagi for my Wello News. Gosh! X abes2 lg this Wello News. Was working on Wello News until 1am...
27 Feb, 12am: Me and my housemate were already in the room. We got a room in PERMATA since we are the woking committee. Was ready to reward myself with a good nite sleep. My housemate's phone rang. She offered OUR room to one of our friend. He just got here in PERMATA and just realized there was no room for him. We felt pity for him. (But actually I pity myself more. I just have my lunch. N nothing more! Throughout the day. They've taken my meals. And now they wanted to take my sleep! Arrrgghhhh!) We got out from our room and rushed to my bos' house which is nsb baik lah she's living in staff quarters jer... Huu. I need to sleep.
27 Feb, 1am: "Hey! You haven't do your Emcee script. What are going to say on the stage tomorrow?". My housemate said to me. Aihhhh.. Do do do..the script with the help of my housemate, Kak Anis. +_+. Only manage to finish it by 3am in the morning. Thanks kakak~
27 Feb, 7am: Rushed to LFRMS to test print again my Wello News. Everything's ready now I think. Suddenly got some problem with the printer! waaaaa~~~ Let it be dlu. Print la mcm mane pon. I need to give one of this sample to Kak Dot to vet.
27 Feb, 8am: Rushed to Sports Complex to attend to QHSE Games Carnival. There was no preparation! I mean we have not prepared any balloons for game 'baling belon',in fact that game supposed to be the first one. And it was the game for management staff...Waaaaa~~! Think fast! Shera Think Fast!
Ting!~ Idea came! I told my Head to rescheduled the games according to which games that ready. I will be the runner to oversee which games ready to run. In the meantime there were people assigned to find the balloons. Haa...run here run there. My tummy hurts. Haven't take my breakfast yet. Oh my God. Just pray to Allah to lend me some strength.
27 Feb, 10am: Bancuh my keju in pails. Ingredients: Tepung jagung+pewarna+air. Was wondering why the keju x likat. Then my friend said. What tepung u use? Said tepung jagung. Then my theories came out suddenly. Shouldn't we use tepung pulut to do kuih koci, kuih buah melaka..kuih yg likat2 sume tu? hoho.. Without hesitation we rushed to nearest kedai runcit to buy 10 packets of tepung pulut. Head back to PERMATA.
27 Feb, 12pm: Perah Keju Game was okay la roughly. Then I hunt for Kak Dot to vet my Wello News. I was able to get her. But according to her, she couldn't concentrate that time. It was bising. People were playing NetBy (Netball rules but using Rugby ball). People were cheering. Both of us plak duduk tepi tgk kertas. hahaha. Funny. She was able to vet only half of my Wello News and insisted me not to put her name in the list of editor. Then I asked my colleague to vet it for me. Done!
27 Feb, 1pm: Got my lunch! Yeah at last! Alhamdullillah. Need to settle all printing. But wait a minute. There were some amendments and another colleague of mine wanted to vet it again. Okay, go ahead. Discussed with my emcee partner regarding our script. There were some amendments also. Okay la. I'll do it. I went to E-Learning room to make the changes to the softcopy then print it out.
27 Feb, 5pm: Finished Wello News vetting. Okay now print! Waaa!! Printer problem! Go to another building. Dpt la inkjet printer. So lembab! I count the time it takes to finish printing 120 copies of Wello News. 3 hours lebih! what! We don't have 3 hours. Thank God there was a very helpful technical assistant, En. Md Noor who was willing to help us hingga ke titisan terakhir. Huhu. He adjusted the laser printer yg ade prob td. Thank God. We were able to print 120 copies in 15 minutes. Hee
27 Feb, 7pm: Showed my bos the printed Wello News. "This is wrong!!!" WARGHHHHHH!! TENSION BETOL! There was a small part with outdated info. I termenung for a moment. The clock showed 7pm. The dinner will start at 8pm. I haven't iron my dress. I haven't take my bath yet. Busuk daa..My tummy hurts. Lapar. I was lucky to have a friend who was willing to help me during that time. Dee was the one who supported me. I was very weak when we went back to the office again to correct the small column and to print it on a sticker paper. My perut masuk angin. I was feeling dizzy. I couldn't do anything when we reached office. Thank God there was Dee to help me. She asked me to sit and relax. She did all the printing and she said she'll paste the printed sticker to all our Wello News. I felt terharu...Thanks Dee.. I really owe you a luxurious lunch or dinner just to repay you.
27 Feb, 7.30pm: I was hopeless, lemah longlai walked towards my room. I busuk! Not comfortable, I wasn't ready to be the emcee, was hungry, was pale..... When I entered the room I found out that my dress for the night was ready. My friend helped me to iron them. How I felt really grateful to this friend. There was still hope for me to get ready on time. Thank you so much Yani for helping me!! I really owe you, together with Dee. How grateful I was to have both of you helping me throughout the horrible day!
27 Feb, 8pm: I was ready for the dinner. Wello News?? Dee and Yani said leave the Wello News to them. They'll settle it for me. Thanks guys~ I was quite nervous to be the prize giving ceremony emcee for the night. There were hiccups here and there during the ceremony but still it was good since I had been handling so many things in one day. In the end I didn't feel anything. I felt nothing and I felt mcm patung bernyawa. I just can't handle the tiredness, the hunger for food that I felt for two days. I just felt nothing. HAHA.
There it goes. Two horrible days. I've learnt my lesson. I would not simply say yes after this when people ask me to do things. I will think deeply before I take certain responsibilities. And the definite thing is, I will remember the date: 27 February 2010 for as long as I live in this world.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
The Not So Bad First Day of Working
Who said I'll just goyang kaki during first week of working?? Haha..
Totally opposite!
My first day of working, it was Thursday, 19 Nov 2009. Enter office door at 7.50am, Exit office at 10.00pm. What the.... @_@..
It was damn scary! Imagine..it was my first day, but i dunno what was i doing the whole day, been busy in the office i guess but only got the chance to get out of the office and reward myself with a good rest at 10P.M okay? But overall okay la for that day.. I get to know all staff in PERMATA..
Quite clear on my jobscope, a lil bit blur on the gantt chart of our projects for the whole FY09/10.. I did have tough time to really see and stare at our gantt chart that is pasted on our KM wall coz the letters are sooo tiny. They shrinked the letters so that they can insert all our jobs in TWO A3 papers.. It's a lot I tell you...
During the same day also my bos decided to call me Sweet Shera. She introduced me as Sweet Shera to all staff. She wanted a catchy name so that everybody will remember. hoho.
Actually she had been calling me Nurul (as I saw my name on her board. 'Nurul'. She put my name in 3 training programmes and several events, for me to handle definitely! She has been planning for me even though I have not report myself to her~ That is why I can't go back on time on my first day..haha)
As I packed my bags to chow, one of my colleague came to me and gave a soft pat on my shoulder and said "Welcome to OPI"~~
Totally opposite!
My first day of working, it was Thursday, 19 Nov 2009. Enter office door at 7.50am, Exit office at 10.00pm. What the.... @_@..
It was damn scary! Imagine..it was my first day, but i dunno what was i doing the whole day, been busy in the office i guess but only got the chance to get out of the office and reward myself with a good rest at 10P.M okay? But overall okay la for that day.. I get to know all staff in PERMATA..
Quite clear on my jobscope, a lil bit blur on the gantt chart of our projects for the whole FY09/10.. I did have tough time to really see and stare at our gantt chart that is pasted on our KM wall coz the letters are sooo tiny. They shrinked the letters so that they can insert all our jobs in TWO A3 papers.. It's a lot I tell you...
During the same day also my bos decided to call me Sweet Shera. She introduced me as Sweet Shera to all staff. She wanted a catchy name so that everybody will remember. hoho.
Actually she had been calling me Nurul (as I saw my name on her board. 'Nurul'. She put my name in 3 training programmes and several events, for me to handle definitely! She has been planning for me even though I have not report myself to her~ That is why I can't go back on time on my first day..haha)
As I packed my bags to chow, one of my colleague came to me and gave a soft pat on my shoulder and said "Welcome to OPI"~~
Friday, December 18, 2009
Missing PIPE50 + PIPERS50~
I was thinking to do this earlier.. But, I guess I just don't have time.. huhu.. So, I'll start my blog with the most interesting 16 days experience I had that lasted for of course 16 days which is PIPE. I think the 16 days experience is worth it to be captured in a blog. Is there anyone who would want to object my statement which is PIPE is one of the best thing happened in his/her life?? haha
I've gone through soooo many challenging, interesting, nice, tiring, frustrating, head banging experience since the first day I arrived at PERMATA attending the PETRONAS Induction Programme for Executive (PIPE). The 16 days programme was great! Lots of activities! Lots of laughter! Lots of presentations! But there's one thing I loved doing presentation in PIPE, coz we as teams need to present it not in usual way, but we need to do it as creative as we can! Presentation mode/concept that our group had adopted throughout our PIPE50:
1)TV documentary programme show
2)Poem-When read it from the top, one will get positive message
-When read it from the bottom, one will get negative message
3)Combination of Singing+Choral Speaking
*Just try read this poem from top to bottom, then bottom to top.=)
*This is my Professionalism Team~ "Professional Drives Victory!
Clap*Clap*Stomp*Stomp* PROFESSIONAL!"
*The whole C-L-I-P group. Was doing our PIPE50 singing + Choral
Speaking
Well, Im tired already. Later I'll tell more about our activities during PIPE~ hehe
I've gone through soooo many challenging, interesting, nice, tiring, frustrating, head banging experience since the first day I arrived at PERMATA attending the PETRONAS Induction Programme for Executive (PIPE). The 16 days programme was great! Lots of activities! Lots of laughter! Lots of presentations! But there's one thing I loved doing presentation in PIPE, coz we as teams need to present it not in usual way, but we need to do it as creative as we can! Presentation mode/concept that our group had adopted throughout our PIPE50:
1)TV documentary programme show
2)Poem-When read it from the top, one will get positive message
-When read it from the bottom, one will get negative message
3)Combination of Singing+Choral Speaking
*Just try read this poem from top to bottom, then bottom to top.=)
*This is my Professionalism Team~ "Professional Drives Victory!
Clap*Clap*Stomp*Stomp* PROFESSIONAL!"
*The whole C-L-I-P group. Was doing our PIPE50 singing + Choral
Speaking
Well, Im tired already. Later I'll tell more about our activities during PIPE~ hehe
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