Wednesday, November 10, 2010

From Just an Imaginary Sweetheart to a Living Soulmate

From the first day I saw him..
Never cross my mind that one day I will be with him..
Being his very special person, his very special girl..
First impression when I saw him..
'This guy is kind of cute', was my thought..
But he never looked at me..
I was thinking everytime he walked passed me..
And the story of friendship begins..

Days passed us by..
We go out for lunch together..
He helped me out in my work..
He always there for me..
He always talk to me..
But never looked at me straight into my eyes..
Sometimes I felt offended and sad..
Why is he behaving like that..
'Maybe he's taken' was the only thing I could think of that time..

Months passed us by..
My heart was taken by a good friend of mine..
At least I felt happy for a while..
Now that I know there's somebody that I can rely on..
A close friend that I can call my love..
My heart started to build it's shape again..
After it had been shattered into pieces..
When it was torn apart a few months back..
But I don't know..
Something was missing..
I should be happy..
People around me see me happy..
But, is it true?
Am I being honest to myself?
Am I truly happy now?
Am I not faking my feelings now?
Something was wrong..Very very wrong..

At the same time we got closer and closer..
Me and him..
Until one day, he asked me out..
I cannot explain the feelings that I felt..
So happy, so excited..
But I was stuck in between..
Whether to go out with him or the other one..

But when I was with him..
I felt excited and carefree..
I felt genuinely happy..
Felt like the first time I fell in love with the first man..
The first man which I can call my true love once..
In earlier chapter of my life..

Later that night he said..
'Tonight was a fairy tale'..
My heart singing 'Today was a fairy tale' by Taylor Swift over and over again..
I was over the moon..
I knew that I've fallen for this man..
And our Love Story begins..

As we confessed to each other..
I found out a lot about him..
About his feelings towards me from the very start..
About what he had done for me..
About all the things that he did not know how to do it at first..
He learned by himself..
Struggle alone..
Just because he wanted to help me out..
Just because he doesn't want me to feel burden..
He made it all easy for me..
Almost every minute he will whisper to my ear..
'I love you', 'I love you', with a sweet smile..
I can see the sincerity on his face..
I can see honesty..
No one, no man that I met before..
Could make me feel so right and secure..

Our love is getting stronger everyday..
Though I believe that destiny is out of our control..
We can still make it if we really want to..
I can feel that you are the one for me..
I just want to tell you how happy I am with you by my side..
From just an imaginary sweetheart..
Now you have becoming my living soulmate..
You are truly the best thing that's ever been mine..

p.s: I Love You